i haven posted in such a long while..
i guess this whole blog can be considered a dead one,even to the extent tat it may nv be revived..
>.<
happy new yr everyone!!
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im seriously gettin lazier to blog..
ohwell,juz take it that tis blog's really dead and that i wont be bloggin until i feel like it..

ocip's 2moro..
*depressed*
and i noe there's gonna be cats..

this post is a damn late..
but aft u read e contents,i guess u can figure out it is for u..
aft attendin last last's wk's lom meetin at jonathan's pdm..i cant help but thank you..
im oso grateful for knowin u..
ur the one who brought me back to lom yet perhaps causin urself to be hurt
and u did it in such a subtle way i cant express enough thanks
honestly speakin,if not for u,endless amounts of jonathan's words wld hav nv been able to make e first step
and thanks for being there to take the first step with me
i duno if u noe this: it really meant loads
and yet when i needed to leave coz i realise i made a wrong mistake,u still accepted me for who i am and stood by me for makin such a decision
u didnt added any pressure on me
i really duno if u will ever read this post
but if u ever do,can u lemme noe?
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on e verge of another argument
different environment..so what?
i juz dun wan be hurt once more
and i believe jonathan wont wan me to be hurt once more..
he had to help to pick me up another time..
isnt its damn wat to noe and get hurt once more and yet still need him to help me out of it?
a difference in language wont make much difference
its not that i dun trust YOU not being there for me when i fall
but has it ever occur to YOU if i fall,there will be even more quarrels?
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太多疑问 知道答案又如何
心痛比快乐更真实

happy for chad;D
relief bout my results^^
and everyone is still in cj and we'll still see mx in aj uniform next yr~
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i serisly think im damnit irritatin,or even to the extent of being naggy coz of ocip..
and even cause may,suat,and huisian so much trouble
T.T
:X

i really wish tat tis is part of me pms-ing..
but..
it juz aint..
;/

he's the most thoughtful guy i have ever met..
coz i get to enjoy all e lectures in e world..and im awfully thankful for it..
ohmann,you noe me so well..how do u noe tat's e thing im so lacking?

since im juz typed that,i really really wanna say a big thank you to e 16 ppl who are goin for ocip..
oh btw..17 of us will be in batam fr 23-26

i haven posted in such a long while..
i guess this whole blog can be considered a dead one,even to the extent tat it may nv be revived..
>.<
happy new yr everyone!!
---------
im seriously gettin lazier to blog..
ohwell,juz take it that tis blog's really dead and that i wont be bloggin until i feel like it..

ocip's 2moro..
*depressed*
and i noe there's gonna be cats..

this post is a damn late..
but aft u read e contents,i guess u can figure out it is for u..
aft attendin last last's wk's lom meetin at jonathan's pdm..i cant help but thank you..
im oso grateful for knowin u..
ur the one who brought me back to lom yet perhaps causin urself to be hurt
and u did it in such a subtle way i cant express enough thanks
honestly speakin,if not for u,endless amounts of jonathan's words wld hav nv been able to make e first step
and thanks for being there to take the first step with me
i duno if u noe this: it really meant loads
and yet when i needed to leave coz i realise i made a wrong mistake,u still accepted me for who i am and stood by me for makin such a decision
u didnt added any pressure on me
i really duno if u will ever read this post
but if u ever do,can u lemme noe?
-----------------------------------------------
on e verge of another argument
different environment..so what?
i juz dun wan be hurt once more
and i believe jonathan wont wan me to be hurt once more..
he had to help to pick me up another time..
isnt its damn wat to noe and get hurt once more and yet still need him to help me out of it?
a difference in language wont make much difference
its not that i dun trust YOU not being there for me when i fall
but has it ever occur to YOU if i fall,there will be even more quarrels?
-----------------------------------------------
太多疑问 知道答案又如何
心痛比快乐更真实

happy for chad;D
relief bout my results^^
and everyone is still in cj and we'll still see mx in aj uniform next yr~
-------------------------------
i serisly think im damnit irritatin,or even to the extent of being naggy coz of ocip..
and even cause may,suat,and huisian so much trouble
T.T
:X

i really wish tat tis is part of me pms-ing..
but..
it juz aint..
;/

he's the most thoughtful guy i have ever met..
coz i get to enjoy all e lectures in e world..and im awfully thankful for it..
ohmann,you noe me so well..how do u noe tat's e thing im so lacking?

since im juz typed that,i really really wanna say a big thank you to e 16 ppl who are goin for ocip..
oh btw..17 of us will be in batam fr 23-26