e cny hols r here..but i dun really hav e festive mood leh..though e sale of brownies is finally over,but there r quite a number of admin things tat i hav to see to which i dun hav e energy to see to n also dun feel like..even for legion matters..i seem to take things as it comes(by saying tis,it's a hint tat e msg tat u receive is actually not sent by me=see e msging style ba)..wonder if i really becoming more n more slack or juz too tired..i was sleeping durin half of e cny celebrations lah then also at e start of chem class,i also slept for a little while..even when back home also slept for bout 2 hrs..n now i m taking a break from watching hanakimi on youtube.. show's really super nice..e more i watch,e more i wanna go to a boys' sch to escape e fate of messy handwriting..i wldnt hav felt so bad if fungus didnt insult me right in front of class..ever since p3,t'chers hav been complaining bout my handwriting but didnt really cared till recently or shld i say at e start of sec 3..when e horrible lit t'cher arrive..but matters didnt really become so bad till fungus say tat ur handwriting very messy,i wan an ideal handwriting and ur workings r very hard to find..u r putting a strain on my eyes n after reading ur handwriting,my degree will go up..very insulting lah..e worst one i hav experienced..how i wish i can be like ella n go to an all boys' sch then there will be ppl with worse off handwriting than mine..it's not as though i want such handwriting lor..i m like born with it..even if i do change it..how long can it last..at e most,i give myself a yr(like p6 tat yr)..n then e next yr,it will be back to square one..so i find no point in changing..my sci partner is a perfectionist..n she keep on asking me to change..but i find it useless lor..even yh-e super 1 neat freak also not able to make me change..looks like i hav to be stuck with it le lor..but i really wanna be like ella n go to an all-boys sch where my misery of messy handwriting will end..