i hav nv feel so cham before from last yr june..i nv felt tat i needed god's n mother mary help tat badly before..seriously nv..even though i did quite a number of stuff for interact in terms of organisin..but i nv felt so desperate,so worried..juz for an incident for tis legion of mary's acies..it feels so weird..sometimes i feel so helpless..juz wanna give up..or let e whole thing be a mess..n e thought of runnin away comes to my mind..tis'll really be e longest 2 weeks of my life..i hope to survive it..
being a catholic is not easy..being a catholic student n really participating in stuff is even worse..my mum regret of not makin me transfer..n angry at my dad for not lettin me to transfer..
if only i had transfer..i wont need to suffer??right??