1.a.m.everythin is so quiet..everyone's all asleep..i was startin on my maths..after a while,a blanket of sian-ness covered me..i started to wonder y u were doin..started to think bout e past..i really wanted to give it a last chance..
finally,after a long struggle n also,out of so much sian-ness,i sent u a msg from my munm's phone..not revealin who m i..u keep on guessin..till i reveal thru my smin style tat i m sylvia..n in e end,we then realise tat there was a misunderstandin..
u lost ur phone on thurs..n only got it back on sat n u send me sms on sat to tell me bout it..unfortunately,my phone(mayb coz it juz undergo repair)nv got to receive it..n tat freakin nick also cant do ppl a nice favour to tell me at church nor msg me bout it..
at tat moment,where i finally understood e whole thin..my chinese music was playin a super sadsong..n at tat very moment,i juz feel like cryin..as to y i wanna cry,i hav no idea..
i ask u today if u were surprise y i after such a long time also "nv reply ur msg on sat"..n u say u were n u thought tat i was angry or sth..wat u were thinkin,was also somewat i was thinkin..i was kept thinkin wat was happenin over at ur side..
though e air is finally cleared at 1++.a.m..but it seems weird..part of me do wanna go on msgin..to carry on forever..but e other seems to not want to..seems not wanna go thru another time when my mind seems to be in a fluster..ahhhh,how i wish i could just re-wind e past..