i m so ex pro in my handwritin..chinese t'cher complain,ss n hist t'cher complain..(i seriously cant believe mrs xlbt also complain lah n not only tat fail me coz of it-.-""),lit t'cher(confirm de),n lck too(he freakingly went to deduct my marks for poor presentation*sob*)
ohya,surprisingly,eng t'cher nv complain..heehee^_^..
kk,time to get started on my cca commitments..or shld i say i shld drop all of them le..my marks r horrible..i also dun quite noe how to tell my mum..if i tell her,she sure wan me to drop..n surprisingly for e first time,i m pretty willing to do so leh..
or aint i..aiyah,wo shi zhong hai shi kou ying xin ruan..y cant i be more harsh n give up once n for all..it'll end my misery,wont it??..
..at times when ppl can enjoy time with their frens,i hav to be there busy plannin or else sort out stuff..
..at times when ppl can think of how they are gonna enjoy themselves,i hav to worry n cry my heart out bcoz i think of those stuff..
..is it worth it or not..i noe i owe my blessings to u all..but to go thru tis all,i rather not hav them..
perharps or shld i say seriously deep inside me,there's a part a me which wanna cont on,to push on n to help it survive,but i m really scared n afraid..i m frightened tat all these will die in my hands..n e worst thin is i m not gettin support..not even from my family;"(