Thoughts.

Written at Tuesday, June 26, 2007 | back to top

i feel really damn horrid and bastard..

if i wanna get back revenge,i hav done enough to get back le right..

y m i still doin tis..y m i still in contact with u all..

e pain u hav inflicted on me from p5(startin of yr) to p6(end of yr)..is really sth tat i can nv explain..perhaps our ba zi clash or sth..

i guess 老天爷想作弄我吧。。it's like for e march thin,we cld hav collaborated more with sji..but yet we did most of it with ur sch..

n e help u gave to me..is sth tat no words can express..

i keep wonderin..is it i owe u all too much after all of u guys' help..or is it u r now repayin n makin up for e pain tat ur previous generation inflicted on me..

if it's e former,i think someday,my next generation will re-pay tat debt..

n if it's e latter,i guess i hav really gotten my revenge..

but y oh y..m i still doin tis..wat's exactly up with me..(i hav no idea)..

in e 1st place,y do i still keep in contact with u guys..

y m i still so reliant on u all(to help me pass things n stuff)..

y m i playin with a few of u all..

..老天爷我究竟做了什么错事，为什么你始终要让我每天这样过着生活啊？。。

..老天爷我在上辈子究竟与他有什么恩恩怨怨，怎么至今，我跟他校的人发生者么多事啊？！？！