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Written at Friday, July 6, 2007 | back to top

wahh..e most pek de mass i hav ever helped out in..

chris n i went to get warm water n bring it to e theatrette.then i brought tis recyclable bag n then we went up to e hall(which had e rm tat contains e altar things)..

more bout e bag..norm,e mass is in e hall or audi(bside e hall)so it was easy to move e altar things here n there..but today,they wanted it at tis theatrette(aka rm for mass) which is on level 1(hall n audi n level 2),n so i decided to take get all e stuff tat we need for e mass from e r at e hall n then put it in e bag n bring it to e theatrette..also,i decided to leave e bag of stuff after mass at lok-ness monster so tat all of us can go back class quickly..

then when we reach e theatrette,gor-meh(e t'cher who insulted me)said sth like to my junior n i-y r u so late..we said we went to e hall to collect e stuff.then she say y r u so slow.then we say coz we had to pack e things n there r quite a no of things..

i was alrdy kinda piss with her..it's like we need time to pack n walk..n there were only 2 of us but quite a number of stuff to get..n somemore,some of these r fragile(like e things for e water n wine)..

then my junior was usin her hp because she wanna use e camera in her phone to take pic of e altar arrangement(coz she will be takin over from me n she noe tat i can be x blur at times)..but e freakin gor-meh nv even give her a chance to explain then gor-meh say to her"dun use ur hp here.go outside n finish ur call."it's seriously omg n wth,my fren wasnt even talkin..so how can she make a call..

n then,she ask my junior y i use tat bag..my junior say sth like coz it's more convienient..n then she start yakin so loudly,"it's not bout convienient,it's bout respect"..

after a while,she was movin e stuff here n there.n it occured to me tat e wine n water glass thingy was placed wrongly so i bring it over to e right side then she say it's wrong(forget it,i shant waste my breath to argue with her)..tat after she say it's wrong,then i was like"how bout e bible?"..

..n of all things,she heard it as "watever"..n she scolded me sayin sth like"how can i say watever when doin such a thing(which refers to layin of altar stuff) n how can u all hav such attitude..tat's y everytime nv do properly.mayb shld change all e gals who r layin altar table coz u all hav such attitude"

..i didnt quite listen to all tat she say coz my mind was pretty much in a blank..coz i cant believe of all things,she can actually hear it as watever..watever is so not sth i will ever use..if i use it,i will also use it to my frens..

wth..kenasai..%^*)($)&^#)&$#_$&..i m considered guai n she actually say i got tis kind of attitude..it's like who's she to say..she aint even e t'cher in charge(it's dp n lok-ness monster)..but yet e 2 of them trust me n my junior fully bout layin altar table..n yet she juz come in n be xtra n start yakin at us..

e moment we finish e laying of altar table..i was so bloody freaking pissed,i juz left e theatrette n walked away..n then nvm,at e end of mass..she act so nice n good..askin e students"where do u prefer to go for mass,hall or audi?"..n she was acting so damn fake..i feel like going up there to strangle her or sth..

it's like today,after so long..my junior n i were so hyper in e morn..n end up,our,wat we thought wld be a beautiful,morn was freakingly ruined by her..

n tis is not e first time le..she has taken things too far le..there's tis time damn ridiculous..coz we were counting hosts.then e hosts r in tis metal tin so we left e tin on e altar table.then she started scoldin us n sayin y we leave it on e altar table..but it's like we r countin e hosts leh,then where else shld we leave it?..

then another time,we left e bag which contained altar stuff on e floor n she was like"u all shldnt put it on e floor,there's no respect ..blah blah"so after tat time,we put it on e chair.then coz also a lot of things,so we also left some stuff on e altar table,she was like"wat r all these on e table.if it's not needed dun put it on e table."then she start sayin bout her respect n blah blah..

it's seriously wth lah.u say dun put on floor coz it's disrepect.fine,i hav no comments.then put on e altar table coz there's no space,u also complain.where else shld i put it at?..nan dao put on our head meh?..

then also after e mass,wanna quickly pack up..so ask dp if can go pack up..n she said go.then brother bear say sylvia,wait..n then say chris,wait..so chris kinda buay shuang with me..n he's e 2nd t'cher within 4 hrs tat i arrive sch who find fault with me le..

then during eng class,i was juz lookin at e t'cher..half awake(coz after every mass,i m ex tired)then she suddenly say my name n i was like "huh"..then afterwards,she bo chap me le..

then in e 4th hr,got bio..so need to do bio wb but i cant find mine..so normally when we go over to e other bio lab to get stuff,we dun need any permission from e other lab's t'cher..

but today coz my bio wb with some other ppl was at e other lab,so we went over..n tat freakin t'cher(e one at e other lab) started scoldin sth like-which class r u all?how can u all come in n disrupt my class?"..

i was so freakin pissed tat i juz throw my bio book on e table..

within 4 hrs,4 t'chers find fault in me(either directly or indirectly.either big or small)..

e day seriously cant be worse..n *sob*..i didnt get to drink my fave bubble tea when i went to NJ..

..e swayness in my life aint ever gonna end..