Thoughts.

Written at Thursday, October 18, 2007 | back to top

talk to him ystd..duno y but in e end still picked up e fone call..

u finally noe y i nv pick up ur fone call..it's not coz i m busy..but it's coz i m kinda pissed n i needed some time to get away n cool off..

n after tat fone call,i feel so..hurt?..

it's like now i finally noe how much impt i m to u..

perhaps,u dun take me for granted(as wat u said)..

but i m so easily replacable huh?..

perhaps,i juz replaced e ivy in ur life..

guess,it's better for me to slowly pull out my feelings..i m juz very tired..

our dispute juz keep occurin more frequently..

can time juz standstill for a min or two..n let u think y is it u wana talk to me..n lemme think y is it i wanna talk to u..

is it juz a way of life..or is der sth far more deeper..

if it's a way of ur life of talkin to someone.. juz move on n find someone else then.. dun look back at me..

n neither do i wan to..

n i can frankly tell u..i admit,tat initially,talkin to u was tryin to get over e hurt from sam..but as time goes by,it has a far more special meanin..n i guess sumhow deep within me,i shi zhong dun wan lose it..