Thoughts.

Written at Saturday, January 5, 2008 | back to top

hmm,lemme start off with my accounts for tis wk..

i got $24/includ. wat i got for today since i went out)n i spent a total of $5.30..need to set aside $15 for b'day n etc..so i hav $3.70 to repay ppl..

ahh,i hope to b able to save at e very least $18 out of e $20 i receive mann..

went out for mass but i dun feel like its a mass anymore..

serisly,after all those incidents,mass is a very extreme thing for me..

its either im ex guai or ex bad or ex emo..

n tis time,im ex bad..today most of e time,i was talkin to yh then smsin..

hmm,n i dun hav a clue wat e priest was even talkin bout,let alone e readings..

n on my way to church,i said i didnt feel like goin for mass n my dad ask me why..he was ready to give me a lecture..n im juz sick of it..

......

sylvia:tell u,u also wont understand

dad:u dun tell how we understand

------end of convo------

serisly,wat's e point of sayin it..e whole cycle will b back again..

i guess no one will nv understand e trauma i went thru..

anw..aft mass,si ren yh pangseh me so i went alone to beauty world get ppc..ohmann,i muz tryna sell e ppc to yh n hopefully,can start a business in tat way^.^..

then went bt plaza to grab dinner n bought my hist wb..

blur jiu si blur..i really duno where my hist wb walked to lah..