Thoughts.

Written at Friday, February 1, 2008 | back to top

sometimes i really wonder why did i hear a voice to tell me to do pure lit..

and truthly speakin,i did hear a voice to tell me not to drop hcl..

and it was this same voice that told me not to give up and let legion go..

i really wonder if that was the voice of god or mother mary..

but there out of the three i mentioned,i did two otherwise..

perhaps the only good thing out of lit is that i can relate the novel and play to my own life..

last year i was relatin tkm to my own life and this yr,for nds,i can relate what's happening around me to nds..

love's superficial

love's reckless

love's blind

love's illogical

love's child-like

love's inconstant

these are some of the qualities of love based on nds..

love's superficial..indeed its superficial..many a times,there are quite a number of people around me being so crazy in love..wooing a girl or to make someone like/love him/her..overtime,doesnt all these just becomes something on the surface..how many of us can actually be a real-life Puck who just watches from a corner and not get involved in any of this but laugh at the sillyness of what's going on..

love's reckless..because of love,i believe many of us would do things in a rash or just go completely emo without being able to sit down for a while to clear the mind..aint it always from the third party view that this whole of idea is seen most clearly..perhaps that's why Puck is such an impressionable character..

love's blind..beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder..as such,the moment your blurred by this beauty,you wouldnt see any flaw(s) in the one you so-called love..moreover,didnt queen titania love an ass-head bottom?its perhaps when your blinded by love does one becomes reckless as well..

love's illogical..basically,its just a summary of the last two points..we do weird stuff out of love for another person..in the context of nds,didnt helena pursue demetrius into the woods out of love..likewise,there are people out there who are willing to wait their whole life for the person whom they love to love them back..

love's child-like..just like in nds,love could be immature and at other point,innocent..immature in the sense that those one moment lysander and demetrius love hermia and soon after,they love helena..innocent at the point whereby hermia is willing to elope to the woods,despite the consequences,with lysander..and even in the modern day,some of us could be having feelings for this person and before you know it,feelings has developed for another..or perhaps,its just so child-like as one will be willing to do something so pure for the one he/she loves..

love's inconstant..at this point of time,can we really pledge our whole life to love someone..even if we do make such a pledge,will it stay forever..will we keep to it..let's face it..it can never happen..even in nds,lysander swore his love to hermia but look what happen as the story progress,didnt he love helena..perhaps love is just to superficial to be constant..

if someone ask me who do you love now..or who do you really have feelings for..

i really don't know..perhaps i don't want to make a decision so quickly..perhaps i am really clueless especially after looking at those ideas of love..

perhaps being puck isnt so bad afterall(except for his mischievious side)..frankly speaking,puck reminds me of jeanette..