Thoughts.

Written at Monday, March 10, 2008 | back to top

aiyah,still got maths tys to b completed;/..

and eunice suggested ystd tat i go for curia n acies..

truthly speaking,part of me wants and e other dun wan..

e part of me wants coz tat's mother mary..

no matter how sad or pek im with her,i feel like goin there to renew my vows..

n e part of me tat dun wan is coz i feel im not worthy of it..

wat hav i done to stc's legion?

wat hav i done for legion?

i juz ruined it.n totally did nothin good at all.

moreover,my cynicism is still there and recently,i think it has been reduced a lil..

to me,tat is like a testing ground to see if im really able to change my mindset and not be cynical..

and right now,i really aint able to do tat..

perhaps i juz shldnt go..i dun wan everythin to b back to square one..

-i cant blieve u actually said tat when i told u bout tis;/-