Thoughts.

Written at Monday, May 26, 2008 | back to top

rahh..damn sad today lah..

my paper one writin's worse than last yr coz i had to kinda chiong e compo><..

then for paper two,in my whole life's history,i actually nv finish e paper..

im really very scared..

im really very sad..

wat if i get back my a2 then all my efforts wld hav been in vain esp when i hav to neglect eng..

most imptly,i wld hav drop for NOTHING..

then again,its god's will and tat i hav to resign to my fate-.^..

and to make things worse,i gt back my amaths mock result..

i JUZ passed..and tat feelin totally sucks..

and recently wat,i JUZ PASSED my english paper 2 mock by a mere half markT.T..

seriously how bad can things get and somehow i duno how to tell tis to my parents..

no doubt e emotions r overwhelming and e worries for my studies are overflowing..

but suddenly,i juz feel a sense of doom and dun wanna do anythin..

proof:was hanging around bukit timah area alone..

buying junk food,eating and juz listenin to music..

came back home.lunch.and slept till 6.30.dinner and tv+com till now..

can i stop e time runnin in my life for a while?juz for a while?..

i feel like i cant keep up with e pace of life anymore..i feel like im juz livin aimlessly..

ahh,and der's bio mock tis wed n thurs..and on fri,der's chem mock..

i dun quite intend to study..will read thru if got time ba..

coz serisly i dun see how i can squeeze in 40plus chaps in 3days or so..