Thoughts.

Written at Sunday, February 22, 2009 | back to top

cj's interact club got me to go to one of e centres for weekly cip..i wrote down tat i wanted e one at bt merah or queenstown..

and wow,they posted me to hougang..

tho they got me to go, but it didnt mean tat i was in e cca or anythin..i guess dey wanted it to be an eye-opener for e j1s..

however, for me, it was juz a period of time for me to comparison and dig out memories..

I WANT STC'S INTERACT DAYS BADLY!..

i do not noe if i hav been too idealistic tis time or wat..its juz tat i cant help but compare cj with stc's one..

its like i tot im damn blur etc n i can screw stuff up but i guess theirs' seem worse?

e leader of e cip didnt noe if we were in e cca for sure or wat..hmm,i question e amt of communication btwn e exco and them then..

perhaps its e first time i go to tat centre,i juz feel weird..

i think i got too used to spd alrdy..

since i went there almost evry fri n e ppl,surrounding everything is so familiar..so its hard for me to adjust?

its not tat those ppl in tat area are bad or mean.i guess its juz me who feels peculiar in e east..

i miss e times when gayathree,jolyn,shalini and me travel to spd n etc..those chatter and talk are juz sth i cant find myself really doin while in cj's one..

perhaps its time to go seek sth new so that i can bring a totally new mindset in with me?..

or hav i lost my love for volunteerism?

tired and sick of getting all e shit is the biao mian reason but the truth is..

hmm...