rahhs..
can i appeal out now?
definitely der muz be a way right?
shld i email pj or sth?
i noe it wld be my fault tat i didnt put them as my first choice..
but..
but..
i feel damn frightened goin to cj now..
pj isnt tat bad right?distance oso not bad..
wat went into me at e point of consideration la..
wat wantin to face evrythin..and not runnin away..
great,face my spiritual prob,handwritin prob n those freakin ppl tat i dun wan see..
wat in e world did i choose and got myself into..