Thoughts.

Written at Sunday, February 1, 2009 | back to top

tis' night is serisly e BEST night..

im very freaked out..

sch's juz two days away or is it one day..

lol im havin countin prob alrdy..

anw..im chao scared for orientation la..

evryone's grp's no is super far fr me..

12,13,15,16,23,26,27

and mine's wat..

07..

ohmann,in biblical terms,7 is a perfect no..

but on such a occasion,i rather no 13 or sth else la..

sway sway sway..

and right now,i noe no one who's gonna be same grp as me..which increases e fear..

im gonna be my anti-talkin,anti-guys,anti-social..

and all e other anti stuff..

then again,i rather be sum loner n talk to e floor if sum ppl i chao dun like or dun wan talk to is in e same grp as me..

to add on to these,i heard tat sum ppl whom i dun like may hav been rejected by their jc of their choice..and i aint referrin to si ren j..

ohmytian and e si ren jefferson tan one is e most irritatin de la..

i hope he can go into acj n even got pray once tat nvm la he can do ex well so tat he can go his acj then i do well juz enuf to go cj or pj la..

but guess wat,e reverse happens..

great..

his classmate told me he wan to appeal to cj since he's short of one point..

of all things he wan do,he's gonna do arts..

rahhs..

as far as i noe,e two of us did e same humanities for o lvl so der r greater chances we do same sub=same combi knock my head on e wall..

its bad enough tat no one i noe fr stc is goin cj to do e stuff tat i wan..and now der's sumone whom i dun wan who may end up cj..

hmm,i guess i can appeal to pj one right?

it seems like e only thing i can do now is pray and ask god to gimme wat's best for me..