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Written at Saturday, March 28, 2009 | back to top

ACIES!!!!!

we were in time for food time!!..

i didnt noe my timin for such things were tat gd..coz i realy tot we wld be in time for mass only..

i didnt quite realised tat 2 yrs hav passed since i last really talked to nick chin and wen hou ta until i saw him today..he mentioned tat he wasnt e pres anymore n tat was 2 yrs ago..

tho me and him r in e same church as well,but i nv act see him and others in e church other than clare,amos and sumone else fr my grp..

i guess i church-hop+a lil of church-chao too much..

he reminds me of ;X..

e one whom i wan see,i dun see..

e one whom i dun wan meet,i meet in e most unexpected manner..

anw,i saw jonas too..i was damn tempted to ask bout his best fren's whereabouts..but i guess sum stuff r btr left unknown..besides,i cld ask dorothea..

ohmann,i rmb..i shld go find out how's e guy with e gal voice doin..

like has his voice break aft 2 yrs?or even with breakin,it sounds e same..

and sumone who used to hav e baby face didnt hav baby face anymore><..

im serisly damn thankful for e company..

i wld not only hav lost my way to cj but wld hav felt damn emo for tat period..

durin e whole acies thing,my mind was a lil not focused..i was juz tryin to find sumone..

i noe who pdm e person is in..but i cant seem to see any possibility of anyone being him..

i tried to look for e person once more when we proceeded for communion but no matter how hard i tried to look in tat area,my efforts were futile..

i guess,i will nv be able to see again..

i was damn sad la..ohmann,if only jovi can tell me sth bout tis or sth..

another thing tat made me sad was oso e choice of songs..

were e songs juz too common or were all of them too coincidental?..

they were all e songs tat music min had sung bfor,either morn assembly or for mass..

images of e whole grp of us runnin up in time for assembly to sing,images of yan sin preparin e guitar,images of e disappointment faced juz appeared in my mind..

i really nv expect myself to get sad over tis..but ya,i juz wan to avoid e memories,i juz didnt wan to think bout it..

i cant take it shld e endin hymn be another song tat music ministry sung as well..

so ye,tat's partly why ask george to leave earlier..e other thing was too late for hist night damn paiseh..

hmm,yet e way e songs were done up by sji presented another angle of perspective;i was really ex lucky to hav help fr sps' grp of choir for tat time's acies..tho it isnt an official choir and juz a grp of 20 plus ppl singin,but it was really damn gd and super kind of them..and ms del phee..

i noe i hate t'chers,esp catholic one..but her kindness will always be rmbed by me..even tho she aint e best chem t'cher,she actually cabbed down fr stc to smota juz to keep her promise of helpin us to play e piano and shared her box of chicken rice..

her love of god and her promise to do such church-related stuff pretty much touched me tat time..

i guess im recallin too much stuff le><..anw,we left early fr acies..and george suggested walkin to cj..

and we oso nearly took e wrong path coz of him-.-..

so now i dun need to feel tat dumb;D..

malcom road was all over e place but we didnt see any monkeysxD..and i guess tat walk to cj made me realise why macritchie reservoir cld hav monkeys e other day..