Thoughts.

Written at Tuesday, March 10, 2009 | back to top

i guess sum things r really very unexpected..
it was sth i nv think wld ever happen..
hmm,anw heck liao..aft all,i got lot of my own issues tat i hav yet to settle n i need to settle them..

nexus msg to say tat meetin's cancelled..lol,e irony of it all..
i really wonder if its tat slacked..or tat shld be e cca tat i shld pull out..
coz im gonna be on e road of last min chiongin hw so i need those breaks to chiong hw?..

u tell me to join lom..u tell me tat perhaps u talkin to me was a sign fr god..
but it aint as easy as u think..if it was,a fren who has been fully tryin to get me out of it wld hav succeeded long ago..
besides,i hav been trapped in tis situation for a yr plus tho imo,it has been a lil btr..
but i noe a blow tat's a lil too big will juz cause me to sink back to e bottom of tat pit..

i serisly cant believe tat sumone tot tat i wanted to join coz ;S is joinin..well,i always hav e tot of returnin to lom..but e fear is greater than e longin..tat's why even now,im still ex apprehensive of wat things can be..

sum told me cj lom wont close down,but i wld juz feel ex guilty if things turn out bad..i do not noe why but i cant seem to hear mary's voice..mayb i aint prayin hard?

i wonder wat hav been :X opinion if i were to ask:X ><..

on e lighter note,we may be able to get a treat very soon^^..and its fr bear..wakakaka.. first time see bear so open with a guy to e extent of shakin hand mannxDxD.. ohmann,how i wish i cld snap a pic of it or moo n chad were der to see it for themselves.. i serisly nv see it happen bfor with him..so i guess it cld be sth :X.. chad,we muz work hard to get our meal ah;D..

Written at Tuesday, March 10, 2009 | back to top