Thoughts.

Written at Thursday, March 26, 2009 | back to top

juz as much as memories cant be erased fr them,it cant be erased fr me as well..

can juz two person bring down e whole reputation?

why bring up e germaine incident..

why try to rake up e past bout legion of mary..

rahhs,i noe i cant put it behind me even tho i act like nth much has happened in front of u..but really,my faith aint tat strong to be able to rake up e past at any time..

if it had been,well;X..

ohmann,wat m i doin lah..

u noe aft all this,escapism juz seems like a btr route huh..

i guess u didnt noe tat u hav juz touched my shang xin chu la..

and i realise tat its not e ppl who really sucked..

no doubt e exco is like tat lor,and i guess she's tryin her best to ensure all e legion stuff is carried out properly but one person cant make a miracle..

its tat t'cher..

wth la..i seem to be bluffin myself all over again..

im like juz tellin myself:sylvia mayb it cld be diff tis time,mayb cj's cat t'chers are btr etc..

pls la..im juz foolin myself..

to think tat im dumb even when it comes to tis as well..