ystd alfresco was like erm,well,let's juz say its worst than sps's turtle race..
perhaps i didnt had e need to support anyone and i cant find any qi fen-.-
jeanette and i waited for chad in e sch..and when she finally came aft 6,e event didnt seem like it has started?..
so we left aft a while and headed to beauty world for dinner and to check out spectacles..
great..i gotta wear specs;/..
my carrot zheng jiu da xing dong didnt seem to hav any effect..
i dun wan by powerto increase by another 100..but specs make me look more toot like i aint toot enough..
and based on my personality,i think e specs will break super easily..
serisly i hate books..
i hate readin..
its all thanks to books and readin tat i need specs-.-..
ohmann..
tis is it..
i really very tempted to msg george and juz say tat i aint goin..lol,and perhaps likewise,he's tempted to do so?..
e place where i left for church and tat was e last place i wld hav been if i had really walked right onto e expressway..
e place where i felt quite a lot of disappointments and hurt
e place where a certain amt of awkwardness took place
e place where i had to chiong to for a few times
e place where i said e most impactful words
part of me really wan to get over with tis whole shit and juz face it..but will my persistence actually cause me even greater harm and pain..
i recall e time when i wanted to get over part of tat shit by returnin to help in one of e major mass back in sch,but i didnt succeed at all..instead i swore to myself tat i wld be even more cynical durin sch masses and not deny being a catholic..
sylvia,der's still time to pull out..
but if i cont to do so,when will i then be able to pull myself up..
besides,der's a longin in me to meet;X..
i noe very well,shld tis whole thing be a total failure for me,i will juz fall back into my pit..
if then,dun bother bout pullin me up..
aft acies,gotta rush to sch for hist night..and its to watch e j2s performin sum hist stuff..